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So he sang by Lastofninelives, literature

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So he sang

He spoke, he sang In nights wake Memories of love I wished I could've been Just one So I met with a silent truth But burned it all down One by one I set a light What was in me Bc I knew You never wanted to stAy So I left you And so you sang I wrote While he sang Whispered & whispering Of shadows, sleepless nights and you said I was safe, that you were here That you'd be One by one I swallowed it down I Refused To force you to stay Bc I loved you But still you sang The tremble in the wind Silence on that road The shakes on the bathroom floor You stayed awake I closed my eyes You were never going to love Anything a part of me And so y

W : the same by Lastofninelives, literature

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W : the same

W 6/17/17 I woke up Outta this sleep I'm alive But wish I was Back asleep I still see Your shadow On the edge of light The sun in its joy I feel the heat Of your face Brush my cheek Sing me to sleep Echoes in the walls Memories in the words They push you away But to me you are the same I opened my eyes Just praying for release But I'm alive It's complicated Give me the nights In your dark light Your fever like ice My heart in your hands Do you feel Much of anything Touch my heart Swing me sweet Echoes in the walls My heat in your hand They push you away But to me your are The same Do you regret Do you prefer to forget I wish I could've

Hours And hours by Lastofninelives, literature

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Hours And hours

I've sat around And chased down the sun Hours and hours I cannot keep your demons away And even as I rise up And even as I burn apart I will not be made of ashes But I still feel the heat Still feel the fire We were more than a spark In the cinders We were the fire You've been around And I've hidden in the smoke Nights and miles Forgetting the sound of your name And even as I break away I still feed flame Bc I still feel the heat Still feel the fire We were more than a spark In the cinders We were the fire Call me out Say it was all my fault I made the calls you couldn't I'll be the bitch If you'll be the coward By still- still I still

the 25th by Lastofninelives, literature

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the 25th

there is an emptiness and i dont know if it's you or the part of me that sought to keep you Even still i see, i feel pieces of me falling out tenants of my body fleeing and just when i've stopped shaking--pulled whats left off the bathroom floor they tare themselves from me you don't feel the loss of me but do you understand WHAT I'VE DROWNED I could've forced you--kept you even just the whisper of-- but instead i took the poison a thousand sips of synthetic needles burrowing into, trembling--- mountains of pain straight shot into-- the fever---the fear that i had chosen wrong all over

Untitled by Lastofninelives, literature

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Oh to know We call out those Who feel The pull of the chain We are better than Those who don’t know The scratch of steel Whinding around But I feel it At my chest At my heels and now I sit Metal now iron Still as stone The pit--an anchor In my stomach The devil and I Left to wonder When the time will pass Or is it just another round Silently speaking your name Or--sweet-- I cling to your shadow --even On the cusp of sleep Let me reach to you Like a constellation And If I cannot reach you So am I still alone? If I ever find you Will you follow? Oh so I Scream Call the sky and Still the stars Echo back the silence What is the use in wait

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About Lastofninelives

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United States
Deviant for 18 years
She / Her

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by the root of my hair, some god got hold of me

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munch, basquiat, expressionist

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Brick, QUILLS, secretary, Elizabeth, Requiem for a dream, interview with the vampire, time burton

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Elliott Smith, Loreena Mckinnett, tori amos, emilie autumn

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sylvia plath, harrison, gorey

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Pickety witch

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i have many. humor me with arguement

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writing. demons. latin. french. film noir. tragedy. coffee. candles. gothic.

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Lastofninelives

Oct 16, 2014

the rescue/i am finally safe

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for those who have noticed i have been absent i spent 18 months trying to get the paperwork through and almost 4 years in terror.   things went from love, to temper, to rage, to fear, to unable to leave my own house... when i got the chance to run i took it. a bit later my parents house, where i was staying, was broken into.  he FREELY admitted he did it.  i was almost scared to stay with anyone i cared for...because who was I? he had spent years slowly taking me down until i was nothing but a ball of fear and when he would drive me home drunk i'd pray the car would crash. when he wouldn't come home i'd hope but i am finally free.  

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Lastofninelives

Apr 17, 2013

the reckoning

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the pulse of it can you feel it the beat of redemption the rhythm of possible freedom you are standing on the edge just shy of reach, within inches of the mystery and I question each one I see meeting my eyes because I feel it crawling am I the only one out here who can hear it? swaying to the sound of murder oh, sweet glory, I can feel the pain somewhere I am hallow it's rising splashing beneath the cavity you left gaping how much longer until I feel until I feel something until I find anything? I am lost until I find what's left of the war that's already been sung the words that have already been won it's just an echo

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Lastofninelives

Mar 13, 2013

See me everyday u say??

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Would you like to see me everyday? Then follow me on Instagram Remyhavoc Or twitter Same as above Current shot is being edited and I have a fashion show coming up! I'm designing hair not modeling

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SCOTTYJ4577

Jan 14, 2013

Hey Dana!
Yep, I'm open for any type of collaboration. I'm off on the weekends until mid to late march and I don't mind driving down to your neck of the woods. I haven't done too much lately and have been dying to get some type of project going. If something pops up keep me in mind, for sure